Whiplash - Chapter Two

We have now been talking since mid august and are meeting up again mid november. It's been 6 weeks since we hooked up the first time and since then we have talked almost every day and facetimed almost weekly. I'm sure he is talking and hooking up with other people but so am I. Who am I to be mad? 

The last time we talked, We facetimed for hours like we normally do but he let something slip

He told me he wasn't texting or sleeping with anyone else because I was keeping him satisfied, I was scratching his itch. He said what we were doing was working for him. He hadn't been on the apps because he wasn't interested. Then he stopped and said “this doesn't mean, we’re not, this isnt…’ So I made a joke to cover the awkwardness. 

He said he didnt wanna just meet me again to fuck me, he said he wanted to see me and spend time with me, he wants to take me out for dinner and then take me home for dessert. 

He's making future plans, he wants to take me to Hervey bay for the weekend, fly me to wherever to spend the weekend together. We talked and laughed for hours on facetime, laying in bed together like we would if we were actually together. And we do this every time we facetime. It's spicy in the beginning and then we talk for hours.

I realised something, I've literally given him so many opportunities to stop talking to me but he chooses to keep me around. He's the one who says dont be stupid I want to keep talking to you. He's the one who calls me when I say our schedules are telling us we should stop trying to catch up. We talk like there could be something but I don't know, he also back pedals hard core when he lets it slip that he might have feelings or at least he might wanna see what happens. I don't know, I really don't. Hes flying out for the first swing of his new job and they have told him hell only be there for 4 days which might fuck with our plans to catch up. Hopefully it wont cos jeezuz i want to fuck that boy.